Every girl has a list. It starts out as guys you like in elementary school and escalates to the be about the guys you sleep with. These lists are made in secret but you always boast about it to your friends. Every weekend it seems to be a competition, how many new names can you add to the list? Most of the time I don't even catch their names, I just call them by the place that I met them at like "Delt Guy" or "Those 5 T-Chi's." Now, don't get your knickers in a twist, I haven't been sleeping with these guys, I prefer to be in a relationship, but that doesn't keep me from being a tease.
This weekend I was able to add another "name" to my list. It's thrilling and exciting and fills you with adrenaline. The whole time you wonder if he is going to reject you or not and it's like a game. I love games. I happen to be able to flirt well with these men but when it comes time to crossing the line I seem to be too awkward to figure out what to do next. It's comical to say the least. My love life is currently all over the place but I honestly wouldn't have it any other way. At this point in my life I am just trying to drive fast and take chances.
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